Well... This is Awkward

Yeah so in the words of one of my friends today did not have any potential. That whole thing that if you have a bad day yesterday you should have a good day today. Such a lie. I had a terrible day yesterday since I forgot I had to work and didn't show up. Plus I had to deal with little kids, and the only reason I put up with those annoying kids is because BBBS looks good on my college application and I need NHS hours. Otherwise I would not be doing that. Anyway, today did not have potential from the moment I woke up, which was reflected in how I dressed. Sweatpants and slipper boots with a loose sweater. Still, I have once again procrastinated and have not started my write for physics, my APUSH self evaluation, or reading that handout. Plus I have to write a paper on someone in my class in Spanish. There is just so much to do and I am just way too lazy. All I want to do is sleep. I really need Saturday to get here. Films with my two friends and a really cute boy, hopefully, and then some anime movies. Well, then I get two work Sunday.. At least sophomores have WKCE testing next week... Which means I get to sleep in. I just need someone to grab me aside and say 'hey, let's go have some fun' I mean, I'm not talking sex fun, of course not, but I could use some cute boy cuddling action.... God, why can't guys look at me in that light. The only one who ever really has used to be my friend, wasn't my friend, to be my friend again, then wanting a relationship, to not being my friend and now calling me a fucking tease. Yeah, well I would like to say I was pretty frank with you. I don't want a relationship. Well, not with him. I mean that is my best friend, you can't just be saying such douche comments about her. Jackass. Well I was going to go after your best friend to make you angry, but it turns out you two are in a fight. So maybe he will want to make you angry too! Fingers crossed